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clinging to my last sanity....

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~where are you?~

where are you when i need you the most..

where are you when your voice is what i wanna hear the most..

and where are you when i have to handle the pain...alone..

where are you..

are you not a part of me?a part of this?

you have all the caring and the tenderness...

but always it is for someone else..not for me.

where are you?

in this time of sorrow..

where are you momo..i miss you...

~Hospital Putrajaya~

Alhamdullillah..my sister, Azean, (Wife of Mat Swiss) safely gave birth to a baby boy at Hospital Putrajaya yesterday morning. Around 7 a.m. Sadly it is by Caesarean...not the normal way.. Her water broke on the evening of 13th October..but then until the 14th, still no sign of the baby coming out..Fearing for the baby's life, the doc decided to operate.

Poor baby, weigh around 2.9 Kg have to be warded at Intensive Care Unit (ICU) for 5 days due to infection..Thank god he's responding to the medicines well.

Can't wait to hold and kiss him for the first time!!

As for the mother..She's ok :) but it will take time to heal...

By the way, they said Hospital Putrajaya is the place for Ceasarean..hmm...

All i know, the food there is damn delicious!!The patients are lucky..Still can smell the aroma of Daging Masak merah...yum yum..

Awex catering pun lawa!!hihi :P

Welcome to the family :)

You've lost that lovin' feeling

You never close your eyes anymore when I kiss your lips.
And there's no tenderness like before in your fingertips.
You're trying hard not to show it, (baby).
But baby, baby I know it...

You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling,
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Now it's gone...gone...gone...wooooooh.

Now there's no welcome look in your eyes when I reach for you.
And now your're starting to critisize little things I do.
It makes me just feel like crying, (baby).
'Cause baby, something in you is dying.

You lost that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling,
You've lost that lovin' feeling,
Now it's gone...gone...gone...woooooah

Baby, baby, I get down on my knees for you.

If you would only love me like you used to do, yeah.

We had a love...a love...a love you don't find everyday.

So don't...don't...don't...don't let it slip away.

Baby (baby), baby (baby),
I beg of you please...please,
I need your love (I need your love), I need your love (I need your love),
So bring it on back (So bring it on back), Bring it on back (so bring it on back).

Bring back that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
'Cause it's gone...gone...gone,
and I can't go on,
noooo...

Bring back that lovin' feeling,
Whoa, that lovin' feeling
Bring back that lovin' feeling,
'Cause it's gone...gone...

~killing me softly.killing me softly..~

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

~Part of it is true..only that i don't want you to leave~

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How do you continue living???

When the very thing you live for is leaving you??

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~kek lapis sarawak~

Syawal is just around the corner..I bet people are busy preparing for the day.

As for me, I'm thinking of making few kuih raya and cakes like always. Buy baju raya...and waiting for the day to balik kampung!

This year, i decided to order kek lapis sarawak instead of making cakes myself. Too busy with the bunga telurs!!

Since its price is quite reasonable and looks so pretty..yumyum!Must taste good too :)

Kek Lapis 3 Rasa

Coklat + Nestum + Strawberry

Kek Lapis Mami Jarum

Coklat + Strawberry + Pandan

Kek Lapis Madu Belang

Coklat + Nestum

Made in Sarawak itself, the cake is Rm28 per unit for the size (8" x 2.6" x 2.3").

Bigger one, size (8" x 8" x 2.3") is priced at Rm65.

The price already included the delivery. So no extra charges.yea! :)

If anyone out there wants to get their hands on these yummy cakes too,i can help you to order.

Just tell me what flavour and the quantity.

Delivery will be made upon payment and will take about 2 to 4 days.

Other flavours :

Kek Lapis Coklat Walnut
Coklat + Walnut

Kek Lapis Coklat Cheese
Coklat + Cheese

Kek Lapis Coklat Almond
Perisa: Coklat + Almond + Pandan

Kek Lapis Kopi
Kopi

Kek Lapis Horlick
Horlick

Kek Lapis Alunan Ombak
Coklat + Strawberry

Kek Lapis Blueberry
Blueberry

Kek Lapis Coklat Putih
Coklat + Horlick

Kek Lapis Batik Kenyalang

Oren + Pandan

Kek Lapis Cheese

Cheese